As we walk through a spiritual desert, attending to God’s voice is the surest way to recover our own. Our prayers to God are important; but his words to us are even more so. When we practice the disciplines of solitude, meditation, and silence, we grow in our ability to hear God’s voice through the Holy Spirit and Scripture.
(from Canyon Road: A Book of Prayer)
Finding myself in need of solitude and silence, several years ago I set aside 40 days of retreat and was surprised by the question I found waiting, a question that was ultimately pregnant with purpose:
In our society today, with its relentless noise, where are the words that matter?
If I silence the world’s assault on my senses long enough to meditate on this question—if I can resist the incessant clamoring for my attention and consider the precious commodity of words—and their power—I hear words that matter buried in the heart of a prisoner who faces another day in a cell; words of importance in the heart of a single teenage mother who does not know how she is going to pay next month’s health insurance, let alone the rent, let alone childcare; aching words in the heart of a homeless man who has been sexually abused; the unutterable words of parents who have learned their child has cancer.
Here, at last, are words drenched with meaning; words saturated in eternal value; here are words that are inherently intense and absolutely worthy not only of my attention, but of my focus, my time, my support.
Part of my vocation as a spiritual guide and writer involves helping those who do not have a spiritual guide to pray, especially when they are in the greatest pain. Through written words, I accompany and support those who are most vulnerable as they work with God to forge their destiny into reality one prayer at a time.
“If we don’t persevere through the pain and wrestle with God in these moments, we surrender our voice, and we lose something of our true selves, as well as our creative ability, in the process. . . . The fight to recover our voice is a primary way we heal and emerge into new strength, authenticity, and maturity. In order to break through pain into healing, we must press into God’s presence at those points when prayer feels like the last thing we can (or want to) do; we must paint, sing, dance, and create when we feel like giving up. This is where the great masterpieces of our spiritual and artistic lives are born.”
Spiritual pain often wears a mask. Corporate executives living in penthouses on Park Avenue may need spiritual support as acutely as the elderly in nursing homes with no one to visit them. Artists enduring creative desolation under immense financial pressures may need compassion and understanding as desperately as recovering alcoholics in their daily, moment-by-moment fight against enslavement.
No one is immune to the ache of loneliness, or the need for understanding, and the pen has power to address this need, particularly in a spiritual vacuum.
God uses written words to pursue us. Words have capacity to stir our hearts because they are shared person to person. By God’s Spirit, the heart of the writer reaches the heart of the reader and reflects the heart of the One who stands beyond them both. Words have the ability to move us into discovery of what it means to know and be known, the deepest desire of every heart.
This is true in both private devotion and communal worship:
Communication between Jesus and the church is intimate dialogue. Corporate prayer directs people’s hearts to God, with the leader guiding the process through intentional silence as well as the use of words. Silence helps people slow down and quiet their interior lives before God; it is often helpful for the leader to periodically pause, giving people the opportunity to offer personal requests in a quiet space. Leading such significant transactions between God and people requires faith, sensitivity to God’s Spirit, and an active practice of private prayer. The intercessor prays solely through Jesus’ righteousness, depending on the Holy Spirit to guide the prayer and minister his love.
Help me to wait on you.
Give me patience,
Give me grace.
I want to hear your voice,
I want to know your will.
Speak, Lord, your servant listens.
All quotations are from Canyon Road: A Book of Prayer and are used with permission.